{"id":10038,"date":"2020-03-13T19:07:05","date_gmt":"2020-03-14T02:07:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=10038"},"modified":"2020-03-14T09:28:23","modified_gmt":"2020-03-14T16:28:23","slug":"covid-19-you-suck","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=10038","title":{"rendered":"COVID-19, You Suck"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I had just sat down at Daniel&#8217;s IEP meeting when Governor Inslee announced that all K-12 schools in Washington would be closing for the next <strong><u>six or more weeks<\/u><\/strong>, effective March 17th. The teachers and specialists present were feeling sick over it because they love their kids something fierce. They&#8217;re feeling sick over it because parents like me are being put in really difficult positions where our jobs could be on the line because being stay-at-home parents and homeschooling our kids is not a luxury we have. (I&#8217;m a single mom. I <strong>*HAVE*<\/strong> to work. I&#8217;m waiting to find out if I can work with students remotely until Daniel can go back to school.) They&#8217;re feeling sick over it because they know the kids are going to have a hell of a time dealing with school, the one place some of them feel joy, is being taken away from them.<\/p>\n<p>I honestly feel myself like everything that brings me joy is being systematically taken away. My church is functionally shut down for the next two weeks at least. (I&#8217;ll be there Sunday only because I&#8217;m part of the effort to live stream worship, but there are only going to be 5 of us present and we&#8217;re basically going to record stuff and then vacate the premises.) Daniel&#8217;s teacher, aides, and specialists are part of my support network with him, and now I&#8217;m losing them for six weeks. My degree program, which transitioned into a job for me, was 75% of what got me through my divorce, and now I&#8217;m uncertain about how much of a job I&#8217;m going to have come April 5th.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m honestly pretty angry with the world right now, and it seems like Satan is rubbing salt in my wounds by throwing tone-deaf remarks from homeschooling parents in my path about how interesting it is that everyone is going to be homeschooling now, how we&#8217;ll never stop once we start, how we withdraw our kids from their public schools, and\/or how we give notice that we&#8217;re going to homeschool them. They all seem to be from the people who are the absolute last people I would seek out for advice on the subject, especially because they managed to raise some screwed-up, sociopathic, and\/or barely literate kids. All the people I would seek out for advice have been classy enough to trust that I&#8217;ll seek them out if\/when I need their help. (I have a large number of behaviorists and special education teachers in my friend group.)<\/p>\n<p>Comments are disabled on this post because this is me venting my spleen and none of this is up for discussion.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had just sat down at Daniel&#8217;s IEP meeting when Governor Inslee announced that all K-12 schools in Washington would be closing for the next six or more weeks, effective March 17th. 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