{"id":12890,"date":"2022-12-09T20:00:46","date_gmt":"2022-12-10T04:00:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=12890"},"modified":"2022-12-10T00:46:45","modified_gmt":"2022-12-10T08:46:45","slug":"catching-up-december-9-2022-edition","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=12890","title":{"rendered":"Catching Up: December 9, 2022 Edition"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Where do I begin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>The depression fairy.<\/strong> I&#8217;ve been dealing with depression since menopause hit, and I&#8217;m at the point where pushing through is getting harder. I really want to just curl up in bed with the covers over my head, but there is so much that nobody is going to do if I don&#8217;t do it. Single motherhood, even living with family, is hard.<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>Imposter Syndrome.<\/strong> I&#8217;m not going to lie. I suffer from this quite often. I graduated with TWO degrees and almost a 4.0 GPA in my late 30&#8217;s, and I still have a hard time believing that I&#8217;m good enough to be hired in my field. I need to start thinking about interviewing in six months, and I&#8217;m having to psych myself up to do it.<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>End of the quarter.<\/strong> Finals are done, and I am exhausted. There are some boundary conversations I need to have with a student, and those are being left for next week.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Where do I begin&#8230; [+] The depression fairy. I&#8217;ve been dealing with depression since menopause hit, and I&#8217;m at the point where pushing through is getting harder. I really want to just curl up in bed with the covers over &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=12890\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1,25,17,42],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12890","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-life","category-health","category-personal-issues","category-the-a-word"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p38xoO-3lU","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12890","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12890"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12890\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12896,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12890\/revisions\/12896"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12890"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12890"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12890"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}