{"id":1345,"date":"2006-05-22T18:38:26","date_gmt":"2006-05-23T01:38:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=1345"},"modified":"2006-05-22T18:38:26","modified_gmt":"2006-05-23T01:38:26","slug":"observing-grief-xii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=1345","title":{"rendered":"Observing Grief (XII)"},"content":{"rendered":"

I talked to my mom today.\u00c2? The “Celebration of Life” went well and she sent me some scans of the pages, including a poem that my cousin Sari wrote and gave at the service.\u00c2? The picture of my Opa on the cover is bringing me to tears because it’s a reminder that he is indeed gone.<\/p>\n

I’m wishing that I could have gone to the service on Saturday but I kind of had to choose one or the other and Oregon will be when the whole family gets together, so I chose that.\u00c2? It’s still just really breaking me up now because now I have reminders that my grandfather has passed and it’s not just something distant.<\/p>\n

I knew the tears would come — I just didn’t know when.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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