{"id":153,"date":"2000-07-28T16:22:30","date_gmt":"2000-07-28T21:22:30","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=153"},"modified":"2000-07-28T16:22:30","modified_gmt":"2000-07-28T21:22:30","slug":"maybe-this-isnt-so-bad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=153","title":{"rendered":"maybe this isn&#8217;t so bad,,,"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>this wrist thing is starting to be a blessing in disguise. jon and i are getting lots of time together and this includes time to pray together and to talk. i really miss the way things were during winter and spring quarter where the two of us could talk via yahoo messenger for hours. i know that this will come to an end but it&#8217;s nice for right now. <\/p>\n<p>i think i also needed the break from working caf\u00e9. it was getting stressful and i was having problems handling the stress. i really dreaded going into work with maeoll and it wasn&#8217;t fun opening alone either. i love many of the customers but it was getting tough to serve some of them (like the managers from service merchandise &#8212; hello&#8230; i don&#8217;t do phone orders and extra-hot drinks are not safe to make, let alone consume). i also just stressed out about getting everything done. there was always something to do, we were always out of something&#8230; i think my nerves needed a break also. <\/p>\n<p>in my odb reading, i read part of the sermon on the mount which talked about salt and light (matthew 5:13-16). i didn&#8217;t know about the context of the verse until now and it&#8217;s really interesting. i didn&#8217;t know that the farmers used salt to help their crops. (then again, it was a combination of things and not just pure sodium chloride.) it&#8217;s interesting. it raises the question of whether i&#8217;m salty enough. the purpose of the verse is to remind us that we need to flavor ourselves with God so that it fulfills verse 16. great&#8230; now i have part of &#8220;shine&#8221; by the newsboys going through my head&#8230;  \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>this wrist thing is starting to be a blessing in disguise. jon and i are getting lots of time together and this includes time to pray together and to talk. i really miss the way things were during winter and &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=153\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-153","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-life"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p38xoO-2t","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/153","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=153"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/153\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=153"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=153"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=153"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}