{"id":1811,"date":"2008-10-25T00:53:36","date_gmt":"2008-10-25T06:53:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=1811"},"modified":"2008-10-25T00:53:36","modified_gmt":"2008-10-25T06:53:36","slug":"withdrawal-hell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=1811","title":{"rendered":"Withdrawal Hell"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Pray for me.\u00c2? I&#8217;m really having to fight to not hurt myself tonight &#8212; the panic is THAT bad.<\/p>\n<p>I can now understand why my former therapist used to sign off on abortions for women with bipolar disorder, severe anxiety, and other mental conditions that go haywire when mixed with pregnancy hormones.<\/p>\n<p>No&#8230; I&#8217;m not going to abort the sea monkey &#8212; the anticipated joy of being a mommy is so much bigger than the evil stuff I&#8217;m struggling with now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pray for me.\u00c2? I&#8217;m really having to fight to not hurt myself tonight &#8212; the panic is THAT bad. I can now understand why my former therapist used to sign off on abortions for women with bipolar disorder, severe anxiety, &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=1811\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1811","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-health"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p38xoO-td","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1811","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1811"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1811\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1811"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1811"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1811"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}