Slowly, the Holy Spirit is working within me to make me feel better about what is going on. I’m actually feeling like I want the adventure of not knowing where I’ll be living in five months. I am also slowly sorting through my feelings at being moved. Mom reminded me today that this is like living in corporate America — they don’t really care about your feelings and they’ll move you where they need a person.<\/p>\n
I am feeling pretty angry at our Contextual Ed person for not caring about how I was feeling. They made Jon out to be incredibly problematic as an intern which I thought was untrue and that we were really treated badly because we are both so young. There really is no equality between the ages here — the older person tends to win because “they have more life experience”. I’ve had more life experience than some of the older people here after having fought depression and still managed to graduate early and keep my faith with God.<\/p>\n
Right now, I am just wondering where God wants to take me next year. It would be cool to be in Minnesota or Wisconsin or maybe even Iowa or the Daks. The East Coast would be interesting as well as would someplace like North Carolina. Montana would be cool but that’s about the extent of where I’d like to travel. I do have to move furniture and stuff to wherever the internship site is.<\/p>\n
My focus right now is also on trusting my Father to put me where He wants me. I know that my life is in His hands and that I will never be put in a place where He cannot protect me. This is a comforting thing, especially since I feel like the only stable things left in life are Jon and the Lord. C\/S<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Slowly, the Holy Spirit is working within me to make me feel better about what is going on. I’m actually feeling like I want the adventure of not knowing where I’ll be living in five months. I am also slowly … Continue reading