{"id":386,"date":"2002-04-17T23:27:20","date_gmt":"2002-04-18T04:27:20","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=386"},"modified":"2002-04-17T23:27:20","modified_gmt":"2002-04-18T04:27:20","slug":"brians-brother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=386","title":{"rendered":"Brian&#8217;s Brother"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My friend <a href=\"http:\/\/livejournal.com\/~jhyanmar\">Brian<\/a> just called me and told me that his brother died.  It&#8217;s been two weeks and he&#8217;s finally been able to get in touch with me.  Words do not accurately convey the amount of shock that I am in and how awful I feel for Brian and his family.  I wish I could be in California sitting there hugging him right now and after I yelled at him for not calling me sooner (which I am allowed to do because I am a mere pipsqeak compared to him), we talked about God stuff.  I prayed with him which made me feel like I could do something other than simply be present.   Yet, isn&#8217;t that what we ask of God &#8212; that He simply be present with us in our time of trial?  It&#8217;s the best gift we can receive from our Heavenly Father and it is the only gift I can give right now.  I just pray that it is enough.<\/p>\n<p>While listening to the music for Choral Evensong while trying to fall asleep tonight (which failed miserably &#8212; read the entry for April 16 which was up for all of&#8230;. 3 hours?), tears started rolling down my face, especially as I was listening to the Randall Thompson <i>Alleluia<\/i> and the arrangement of <i>Precious Lord Take My Hand<\/i>.  The <i>Gospel Mass <\/i> that we are doing was also convicting, especially the Credo which is basically repetition of &#8220;I believe in the Holy Spirit\/And the Holy Catholic Church\/I believe in one baptism for the remision of sin and rebirth\/ I believe in the resurrection and the communion of saints on this earth\/ I believe when my life is over, I&#8217;m going home just to live with my God!\/ I believe, I believe, I believe in God\/ I believe, I believe in God.&#8221;  I am so thankful that I know that my Redeemer lives and that with my eyes, I will see God when I pass from this world to the next.<\/p>\n<p>Please pray for Brian and his family.  Please pray for his brother Kevin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My friend Brian just called me and told me that his brother died. It&#8217;s been two weeks and he&#8217;s finally been able to get in touch with me. Words do not accurately convey the amount of shock that I am &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=386\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-386","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-faith"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p38xoO-6e","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/386","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=386"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/386\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=386"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=386"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=386"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}