{"id":46,"date":"2003-01-17T15:23:29","date_gmt":"2003-01-17T20:23:29","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=46"},"modified":"2003-01-17T15:23:29","modified_gmt":"2003-01-17T20:23:29","slug":"mind-drain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=46","title":{"rendered":"Mind Drain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Work<\/b><br \/>\nI was invited to apply for another library position and I&#8217;m doing it somewhat half-heartedly.  I&#8217;ll also apply to be a counselor for the Seminary Sampler program at Trinity this summer.  Last time, she was still looking for people and I have a feeling that CPE will probably prevent some people from applying.  Then again, I don&#8217;t have as much youth experience as a lot of people do.  I&#8217;m going to submit my application and pray that all works out.  It&#8217;s 6 weeks in residence with the high schoolers and I think it would actually be fun. Most importantly, it would be a chance to show the kids about ministry and I really think that this is essential if we&#8217;re going to keep people my age in the church.<\/p>\n<p>The only downside:  I&#8217;ll probably be competing against a lot of people for the Seminary Sampler job who have MUCH more youth experience than I do.  I&#8217;ve been a camp counselor, taught VBS all of ONCE, and I&#8217;ve done about as much work with the youth here as they&#8217;ll let me do.  Still&#8230; if I don&#8217;t apply, I&#8217;ll never know if I will make it.<\/p>\n<p><b>Why I am Lutheran<\/b><br \/>\nMy in-laws got me &#8220;The Third Miracle&#8221; for Christmas and watching it made me have dreams about maybe joining the Roman Catholic Church.  It would be interesting, it would indulge my mystical side but&#8230;<br \/>\n-They won&#8217;t ordain me.  Sorry, but&#8230; the Lord has called me to ordained ministry.<br \/>\n-As much as I revere the saints, I still have some issues with the way a lot of Catholics pray to them.  I know that there is the distinction that it&#8217;s like asking a friend to pray for you but&#8230; some people cross the line on that.<br \/>\n-The Roman Catholic Church is NOT the one true church.  The universal (&#8220;catholic&#8221;) church is.  I cannot say that all Lutherans, Presbyterians, Baptists, Orthodox, and [insert Trinitarian Christian group] are wrong and going to hell.  This is also what prevents me from being Eastern Orthodox.<br \/>\n-The way things are done in the Roman church is NOT the way they&#8217;ve been done since the beginning.  Much of the way things are done is how they&#8217;ve been done since the Council of Trent or at most 1000 years.  Celibacy did NOT exist until the 11th century and purgatory started with Augustine.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m in a really strange position because there aren&#8217;t a lot of Lutheran bloggers.  There is a pretty good-sized Reformed community but I cannot claim to agree on the way a lot of them express their faith given that a.) talking theology does not turn me on; b.) I am not a believer in paedocommunion &#8212; there is no basis for it in Scripture and I think that children need to be old enough to understand the sacrament in which they are partaking; c.) I do not view my faith in terms of covenants; d.) I feel like a lot of Reformed bloggers neglect the fact that Luther was influential on Calvin which means that *I* can count myself as Reformed (something many of them dispute); and e.) I don&#8217;t really find a lot of Refomed theology to be Cross-centered (which is what Lutheran theology is).<\/p>\n<p>Oh yes&#8230; a lot of the Reformed bloggers I encounter don&#8217;t affirm my call to ordination, which is fine &#8212; I just feel like a lot of them look at me as a heretic.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Work I was invited to apply for another library position and I&#8217;m doing it somewhat half-heartedly. I&#8217;ll also apply to be a counselor for the Seminary Sampler program at Trinity this summer. Last time, she was still looking for people &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=46\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-life"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p38xoO-K","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=46"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=46"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=46"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=46"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}