I woke up at 3:45 with a mild panic attack. I just had a granola bar and some water (in case it was because my blood sugar was non-existent) and I woke Jon up and had him pray with me. Right now, I am feeling really scared and like I am going to cry. This isn’t a good thing since I have to be up in an hour and a half for church and I have to be functional (i.e. I’ve got roles in worship this morning).<\/p>\n
Could y’all pray for me this morning? I’m starting to get panic feelings like I did in college and this isn’t good.<\/p>\n
Well, sometimes my life just don’t make sense at all So hold me Jesus, ’cause I’m shaking like a leaf And I wake up in the night and feel the dark So hold me Jesus, ’cause I’m shaking like a leaf Surrender don’t come natural to me And this Salvation Army band is playing this hymn I’m singing hold me Jesus, ’cause I’m shaking like a leaf You have been King of my glory I woke up at 3:45 with a mild panic attack. I just had a granola bar and some water (in case it was because my blood sugar was non-existent) and I woke Jon up and had him pray with me. … Continue reading
\nWhen the mountains look so big
\nAnd my faith just seems so small <\/em><\/p>\n
\nYou have been King of my glory
\nWon’t You be my Prince of Peace <\/em><\/p>\n
\nIt’s so hot inside my soul
\nI swear there must be blisters on my heart <\/em><\/p>\n
\nYou have been King of my glory
\nWon’t You be my Prince of Peace <\/em><\/p>\n
\nI’d rather fight You for something I don’t really want
\nThan to take what You give that I need
\nAnd I’ve beat my head against so many walls
\nNow I’m falling down, I’m falling on my knees <\/em><\/p>\n
\nAnd Your grace rings out so deep
\nIt makes my resistance seem so thin <\/em><\/p>\n
\nYou have been King of my glory
\nWon’t You be my Prince of Peace <\/em><\/p>\n
\nWon’t You be my Prince of Peace<\/em>
\n–“Hold Me Jesus” by Rich Mullins<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"