{"id":777,"date":"2004-08-12T16:47:31","date_gmt":"2004-08-12T21:47:31","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=777"},"modified":"2004-08-12T16:47:31","modified_gmt":"2004-08-12T21:47:31","slug":"my-feelings-right-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=777","title":{"rendered":"My Feelings Right Now"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today, we went to go clean out the car.  I am incredibly sad and I&#8217;m fighting some serious anxiety and depression.  I&#8217;m on a new medication for my panic attacks that is stronger and all I want to do right now is curl up under my comforter and hide.<\/p>\n<p><strong>How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?<br \/>\nHow long will you hide your face from me?<br \/>\n How long must I wrestle with my thoughts<br \/>\nand every day have sorrow in my heart?<br \/>\nHow long will my enemy triumph over me?<br \/>\nLook on me and answer, O LORD my God.<br \/>\nGive light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;<br \/>\nmy enemy will say, &#8220;I have overcome him,&#8221;<br \/>\nand my foes will rejoice when I fall.<br \/>\nBut I trust in your unfailing love;<br \/>\nmy heart rejoices in your salvation.<br \/>\nI will sing to the LORD ,<br \/>\nfor he has been good to me. <\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211;Psalm 13<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today, we went to go clean out the car. I am incredibly sad and I&#8217;m fighting some serious anxiety and depression. I&#8217;m on a new medication for my panic attacks that is stronger and all I want to do right &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=777\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-777","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-life","category-faith"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p38xoO-cx","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/777","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=777"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/777\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=777"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=777"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=777"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}