{"id":836,"date":"2004-10-26T20:13:50","date_gmt":"2004-10-27T01:13:50","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=836"},"modified":"2007-04-06T16:42:00","modified_gmt":"2007-04-06T23:42:00","slug":"pensive-jen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=836","title":{"rendered":"Pensive Jen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not depressed &#8212; just really pensive about some things and this song describes how I&#8217;m feeling in a lot of ways.<\/p>\n<p><em>Well, sometimes my life just don\u00e2????t make sense at all<br \/>\nWhen the mountains look so big<br \/>\nAnd my faith just seems so small<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>So hold me Jesus, \u00e2??\u02dccause I\u00e2????m shaking like a leaf<br \/>\nYou have been King of my glory<br \/>\nWon\u00e2????t You be my Prince of Peace<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And I wake up in the night and feel the dark<br \/>\nIt\u00e2????s so hot inside my soul<br \/>\nI swear there must be blisters on my heart<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>So hold me Jesus, \u00e2??\u02dccause I\u00e2????m shaking like a leaf<br \/>\nYou have been King of my glory<br \/>\nWon\u00e2????t You be my Prince of Peace<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Surrender don\u00e2????t come natural to me<br \/>\nI\u00e2????d rather fight You for something I don\u00e2????t really want<br \/>\nThan to take what You give that I need<br \/>\nAnd I\u00e2????ve beat my head against so many walls<br \/>\nNow I\u00e2????m falling down, I\u00e2????m falling on my knees<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And this Salvation Army band is playing this hymn<br \/>\nAnd Your grace rings out so deep<br \/>\nIt makes my resistance seem so thin<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I\u00e2????m singing hold me Jesus, \u00e2??\u02dccause I\u00e2????m shaking like a leaf<br \/>\nYou have been King of my glory<br \/>\nWon\u00e2????t You be my Prince of Peace<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You have been King of my glory<br \/>\nWon\u00e2????t You be my Prince of Peace<\/em><br \/>\n\u00e2????&#8221;Hold Me Jesus\u00e2??? by Rich Mullins<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not depressed &#8212; just really pensive about some things and this song describes how I&#8217;m feeling in a lot of ways. Well, sometimes my life just don\u00e2????t make sense at all When the mountains look so big And my &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=836\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-836","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-faith"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p38xoO-du","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/836","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=836"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/836\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=836"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=836"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=836"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}