{"id":855,"date":"2004-11-17T17:47:39","date_gmt":"2004-11-17T22:47:39","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=855"},"modified":"2004-11-17T17:47:39","modified_gmt":"2004-11-17T22:47:39","slug":"vocation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=855","title":{"rendered":"Vocation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A week ago yesterday, Jen emailed me about guest-blogging.  Predictably, I forgot until about ten minutes ago.  Hurrah for Eileen.<\/p>\n<p>Today, my senior class read John Donne&#8217;s &#8220;Meditation 17.&#8221;  We discussed how to read figurative language (which I thought they would hate, but they did rather well with it), and then we compared it to &#8220;I am a Rock&#8221; by Simon and Garfunkel (which I thought they would enjoy, but they laughed at it and ridiculed it and asked me if this was the music I listened to when I was growing up, which made my 22-going-on-23 inner self giggle).  They don&#8217;t really like anything I give them to read.  They are what can be termed &#8220;HATERS.&#8221;  Some of them seemed to enjoy <em>Macbeth<\/em>, but a lot of them very vocally thought that it was stupid and worthless.  They are very delightful people to teach.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes it is very frustrating to love literature, especially brilliant, gorgeous literature like John Donne&#8217;s Holy Sonnets, which have inspired me as an artist and as a person of faith, and bring that literature into a classroom full of seventeen and eighteen (and, um, twenty-one) year-olds, only to have them denounce it as &#8220;stupid,&#8221; &#8220;pointless,&#8221; and &#8220;without meaning.&#8221;  But I teach students, not literature.   I have to remember that.<\/p>\n<p>I suppose most people struggle with vocation (and most often, I guess, would be struggling to decide whether one job or the other is actually their vocation).    Jen has struggled (differently than I have), my parents have struggled, my boyfriend struggles.  I want a life-work, you know?  I&#8217;m just not sure if teaching is going to end up being it&#8230; but if I quit, I&#8217;ll wonder if I just didn&#8217;t try hard enough.  Guess I&#8217;ll stick with it for a few more semesters and see if it doesn&#8217;t get better.   I&#8217;ll end up where I&#8217;m supposed to be, one way or the other.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A week ago yesterday, Jen emailed me about guest-blogging. Predictably, I forgot until about ten minutes ago. Hurrah for Eileen. Today, my senior class read John Donne&#8217;s &#8220;Meditation 17.&#8221; We discussed how to read figurative language (which I thought they &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=855\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-855","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily-life"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s38xoO-vocation","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/855","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=855"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/855\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=855"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=855"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=855"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}