{"id":3784,"date":"2012-04-07T23:00:55","date_gmt":"2012-04-08T06:00:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=3784"},"modified":"2012-04-08T00:39:43","modified_gmt":"2012-04-08T07:39:43","slug":"what-ive-learned-this-lent","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/grace-filled.net\/?p=3784","title":{"rendered":"What I&#8217;ve Learned This Lent"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This would have been up sooner but I spent much of yesterday evening in the Pediatric ER at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ucdmc.ucdavis.edu\/medicalcenter\/\" title=\"UCD Medical Center\">UCD Medical Center<\/a> with Daniel after he suffered a febrile seizure.  (Translation: he spiked a fever really quickly and it triggered a seizure.)  I was telling the paramedics that it was ironic that I was in an ambulance because I&#8217;d been in one three years earlier when they were having to transfer me to Great Falls to have my emergency c-section.<\/p>\n<p>So&#8230; this is what I&#8217;ve learned this Lent:<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>My taste in worship music is not strictly Protestant.<\/strong>  It might be that I have more Catholic readers than Protestant these days but a lot of my Catholic friends liked my favorite hymns and worship songs or had some interesting commentary on them.  I shouldn&#8217;t be surprised because some of those hymns are pretty universal but some of it did surprise me in a good way.<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>I really need to get a subscription to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sojo.net\" title=\"Sojourners magazine\">Sojourners<\/a> magazine.<\/strong>  I could seriously write pages of commentary on every article that appears on my <a href=\"http:\/\/www.facebook.com\" title=\"Facebook\">Facebook<\/a> wall or in my email.  It&#8217;s wonderful to find like-minded people and a like-minded publication because I seem to defy all labels as to what kind of Christian I am.<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>I get by with a little help from my friends.<\/strong>  It&#8217;s been a Lent full of humbling myself and asking people to pray for me when I knew I was going to be dealing with some really hard things.  In exchange, I&#8217;ve prayed for other friends when they&#8217;ve expressed the need for prayer.  It&#8217;s been a blessing to pray for others and to receive their prayers which isn&#8217;t surprising but still an awesome thing.<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>I am seriously a broken person.<\/strong>  I struggle with jealousy, anger, pride, and trust issues when it comes to my relationship with God.  Some of this was blogged out and other things were dealt with over <a href=\"http:\/\/www.twitter.com\" title=\"Twitter\">Twitter<\/a> or on <a href=\"http:\/\/www.facebook.com\" title=\"Facebook\">Facebook<\/a>.  None of this is surprising &#8212; I wouldn&#8217;t be utterly dependent on the Cross if I had the capacity to be perfect.<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>There is more worship music out there on <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\" title=\"YouTube\">YouTube<\/a> than I thought.<\/strong>  I had no idea that <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?feature=player_embedded&#038;v=IdhkTPkMwEk\" title=\"my favorite Communion hymn\">my favorite Communion hymn<\/a> was out there or that a lot of my other favorite songs had multiple videos.  Such an awesome discovery.<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>I learned a lot about my faith and how far I&#8217;ve come.<\/strong>  I don&#8217;t think I could have dealt with Daniel&#8217;s seizure yesterday if I hadn&#8217;t dealt with his traumatic birth and the hospital stay last year.  Yes, I was sobbing when the paramedics arrived and when they were loading us into the ambulance.  However, I persevered and Daniel is OK.<\/p>\n<p>[+] <strong>I learned how completely awesome <a href=\"http:\/\/www.timhawkins.net\" title=\"Tim Hawkins\">Tim Hawkins<\/a> is.<\/strong>  Christians need to learn how to laugh at each other and how to laugh at ourselves.  Tim does a great job with that.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll post something for Easter Sunday tomorrow but I wanted to do kind of a review here on Holy Saturday.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This would have been up sooner but I spent much of yesterday evening in the Pediatric ER at UCD Medical Center with Daniel after he suffered a febrile seizure. 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