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Jen isn't quite sure when she lost her mind, but it is probably documented here on Meditatio. She blogs because the world needs her snark at all hours of the night... and she probably can't sleep anyway.

On Prayer

I promised Amanda of Worthy of Agape that I’d link up and I’m only… five weeks late! Go me.

My favorite prayer is probably one of the ones from the funeral liturgy in the Lutheran Book of Worship. I love it because it acknowledges the dichotomy of being simultaneously a saint and sinner (simul justus et peccator). I post it whenever a loved one dies. The most recent one was my cousin Erik in 2011.

Into your hands, O merciful Savior, we commend your servant, Erik. Acknowledge, we humbly beseech you, a sheep of your own fold, a lamb of your own flock, a sinner of your own redeeming. Receive him into the arms of your mercy, into the blessed rest of everlasting peace, and into the glorious company of the saints in light. Amen.

I came to faith in the Episcopal Church so the Book of Common Prayer is still the language of my heart even though I’ve been Lutheran for twice as long as I was Episcopalian. I love the prayer for confession of sin:

Most merciful God,
we confess that we have sinned against you
in thought, word, and deed,
by what we have done,
and by what we have left undone.
We have not loved you with our whole heart;
we have not loved our neighbors as ourselves.
We are truly sorry and we humbly repent.
For the sake of your Son Jesus Christ,
have mercy on us and forgive us;
that we may delight in your will,
and walk in your ways,
to the glory of your name. Amen.

I also love some of the collects from Morning Prayer:

Lord Jesus Christ, you stretched out your arms of love on the hard wood of the cross that everyone might come within the reach of your saving embrace: So clothe us in your Spirit that we, reaching forth our hands in love, may bring those who do not know you to the knowledge and love of you; for the honor of your Name. Amen.

O God, the author of peace and lover of concord, to know you is eternal life and to serve you is perfect freedom: Defend us, your humble servants, in all assaults of our enemies; that we, surely trusting in your defense, may not fear the power of any adversaries; through the might of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Heavenly Father, in you we live and move and have our being: We humbly pray you so to guide and govern us by your Holy Spirit, that in all the cares and occupations of our life we may not forget you, but may remember that we are ever walking in your sight; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

I also love the General Thanksgiving:

Almighty God, Father of all mercies,
we your unworthy servants give you humble thanks
for all your goodness and loving-kindness
to us and to all whom you have made.
We bless you for our creation, preservation,
and all the blessings of this life;
but above all for your immeasurable love
in the redemption of the world by our Lord Jesus Christ;
for the means of grace, and for the hope of glory.
And, we pray, give us such an awareness of your mercies,
that with truly thankful hearts we may show forth your praise,
not only with our lips, but in our lives,
by giving up our selves to your service,
and by walking before you
in holiness and righteousness all our days;
through Jesus Christ our Lord,
to whom, with you and the Holy Spirit,
be honor and glory throughout all ages. Amen.

Having experienced the spectrum of Protestantism, I have to say that I am a liturgy person at heart and in practice. When I don’t have the words to pray, the words coming from my heart are the words of the Rite II liturgies in the BCP and the various settings in the Lutheran Book of Worship. I crave order internally and I feel more fed with liturgy than I do in more free-form worship.

That’s all! Go love up Amanda and see what other people have said.

Lent 2013: Stricken, Smitten, and Afflicted

I thought that I’d focus on my favorite hymns for Holy Week and the Triduum so you’ll be getting some rather… somber hymns this week.

Stricken, smitten, and afflicted,
See Him dying on the tree!
??Tis the Christ by man rejected;
Yes, my soul, ??tis He, ??tis He!
??Tis the long expected prophet,
David??s Son, yet David??s Lord;
Proofs I see sufficient of it:
??Tis a true and faithful Word.

Tell me, ye who hear Him groaning,
Was there ever grief like His?
Friends through fear His cause disowning,
Foes insulting his distress:
Many hands were raised to wound Him,
None would interpose to save;
But the deepest stroke that pierced Him
Was the stroke that Justice gave.

Ye who think of sin but lightly,
Nor suppose the evil great,
Here may view its nature rightly,
Here its guilt may estimate.
Mark the Sacrifice appointed!
See Who bears the awful load!
??Tis the Word, the Lord??s Anointed,
Son of Man, and Son of God.

Here we have a firm foundation,
Here the refuge of the lost.
Christ the Rock of our salvation,
Christ the Name of which we boast.
Lamb of God for sinners wounded!
Sacrifice to cancel guilt!
None shall ever be confounded
Who on Him their hope have built.
(HT: Net Hymnal)

Fernando Ortega’s recording is by far the best. I love the Spanish influence of the guitar accompaniment.

The Simple Woman’s Daybook: March 25, 2013

Simple Woman's Daybook

FOR TODAY March 25, 2013

Outside my window… dark. It was temperate today but I’m hoping for rain at some point this week to make the pollen go away.

I am thinking… about things to make for a possible Christmas craft bazaar at Metanoia.

I am thankful… for a good time in San Jose last weekend.

In the kitchen… nothing from scratch.

I am wearing… Arabic shirt and black running shorts.

I am creating… plans.

I am going… to hope I can get all my cleaning done tomorrow with help from a parishioner.

I am reading… The Alpine Traitor by Mary Daheim.

I am hoping… the rest of this week (Spring Break with Daniel) goes well.

I am looking forward to… seeing family on Wednesday.

Around the house… cleaning to do.

A favorite quote for today… “Ford, you’re turning into a penguin. Stop it.”

One of my favorite things… chocolate-flavored Instant Breakfast.

A few plans for the rest of the week: cleaning and WIC appointment (ick) tomorrow, cleaning/time with family/dinner/sister-in-law’s college graduation on Wednesday, and whatever else comes up.

Hosted by The Simple Woman’s Daybook

Lent 2013: Hosanna Loud Hosanna

I haven’t posted in a few days because I was in San Jose with my family for my 11th wedding anniversary. Interestingly, Palm Sunday and Easter this year line up exactly as they did the year I got married. Because it was Palm Sunday, I decided to go with appropriate music for the day.

Hosanna, loud hosanna, the little children sang;
Through pillared court and temple the lovely anthem rang.
To Jesus, who had blessed them close folded to His breast,
The children sang their praises, the simplest and the best.

From Olivet they followed mid an exultant crowd,
The victor palm branch waving, and chanting clear and loud.
The Lord of men and angels rode on in lowly state,
Nor scorned that little children should on His bidding wait.

??Hosanna in the highest!?? that ancient song we sing,
For Christ is our Redeemer, the Lord of heaven our King.
O may we ever praise Him with heart and life and voice,
And in His blissful presence eternally rejoice!
(HT: Net Hymnal)

I liked this particular arrangement with chorus and brass because Palm Sunday is one of those occasions where decent brass is warranted.

7 Quick Takes: March Madness

7 Quick Takes

— 1 —

March Madness. The stupid basketball games have started again (later than usual) so I’m grumping about my CBS shows being pre-empted. Because I couldn’t care less about who wins, I thought I’d share some non-basketball alternatives, of which there seem to be an abundance this year.

Lent Madness
Public Radio Bracket Madness
American Jesus Madness
The Best Christian Book of All Time
TV Couples March Madness Challenge

— 2 —

Brett. This is Brett.

Brett

He needs a mama. Wanna help? Head over to his page and share it on Facebook/Twitter/whatever. His mama is out there and I hope we can find her soon. Want updates on the process? Like him on Facebook.

— 3 —

Kaia. According to the FSP for Kaia’s family, their homestudy is done. Yay!

Miss Kaia

Go show her family some love!

— 4 —

Search term fun. I installed Jetpack for my WordPress a month or so ago which means that I get to see the search terms that come in for my site. There aren’t a lot because I chose to hide it from spiders and search engines for a long time but occasionally some interesting ones come through.

The current interesting one: “serving with a prickly pastors wife”

I am so honored. 🙂

— 5 —

Bible student essays. The professor who runs Bible Students Say… is grading tonight. *rubs hands gleefully*

Some gems:

“God used diff. people to write the Bible b/c diff. author writing abt the same story paid attention the things the other author different.”

“I don??t think not following the bible as is doesn??t mean you’re criticizing the bible & people who are offended need to get with the ages”

“I think, as a believer somebody needs to be bless with an understanding of the bible from the holly spirit to interpret it right.”

— 6 —

Little Bear. Please pray for Little Bear. He was born with deformed legs (which honestly made him much cuter) and he won a contest to be on the cover of Modern Cat Magazine earlier this year. He is currently at the vet having one of his legs fixed and will be back home with his mommy on Sunday. Truthfully, he’s stinking cute as is (his feet add to the cuteness) and he doesn’t even know that his feet aren’t normal. He manages to beat up his siblings and get around just fine but his mommy wants him to have full function. He has a Facebook page here.

— 7 —

Lenten blogging. As one of my Lenten disciplines, I’ve been blogging on hymns and praise songs. You can find all my posts on them here.

For more Quick Takes, visit Jen at ConversionDiary.Com.

Lent 2013: “On Jordan’s Stormy Banks”

This is a traditional hymn made into a praise song by Jars of Clay on their “Redemption Hymns” CD. Samuel Stennett wrote the words in the 18th century and Christopher Miner set them to a new tune in 1997. I love it because it sings of hope in heaven someday. My thanks to Kristen Stewart (not that one!) for introducing me to it.

On Jordan??s stormy banks I stand,
And cast a wishful eye
To Canaan??s fair and happy land,
Where my possessions lie.

O??er all those wide extended plains
Shines one eternal day;
There God the Son forever reigns,
And scatters night away.

I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound for the promised land.
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound for the promised land.

No chilling winds or poisonous breath
Can reach that healthful shore;
Sickness and sorrow, pain and death,
Are felt and feared no more.

I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound for the promised land.
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound for the promised land.

When I shall reach that happy place,
I??ll be forever blest,
For I shall see my Father??s face,
And in His bosom rest.

I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound for the promised land.
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound (I am bound)
I am bound for the promised land.

This would have to be done by Jars of Clay and this video has the words without weird scene changes.

Lent 2013: “King of Kings, Majesty”

We sang this a lot during my last year of Intervarsity. I love the song because it’s so simple but so powerful. It took me forever to find an mp3 of it because it’s more well-known on the other side of the pond. I was pleasantly surprised to find that there are recordings of it on YouTube.

King of Kings, Majesty,
God of heaven, living in me
Gentle Savior, closest friend,
Strong Deliverer, Beginning and End
All within me falls at Your throne

Your Majesty, I can but bow
I lay my all before You now
In royal robes I don’t deserve
I live to serve Your Majesty

Earth and heaven worship You,
God Eternal, Faithful and True
Who bought the nations,
ransomed souls
Brought this sinner
near to Your throne
All within me cries out in praise

Your Majesty, I can but bow
I lay my all before You now
In royal robes I don’t deserve
I live to serve Your Majesty
(HT: JustSomeLyrics.Com)

Here’s a good version of it that includes an interview with its composer.