Anyone Want To Do This For Me?

Last night, I had a screaming panic attack after Grey’s Anatomy. I’ve been good and have packed according to my schedule and all — it’s just that I HATE packing. It’s to the point where I will do anything in the world to avoid packing and unpacking. Saturday and Sunday, I woke up with panic attacks where I was afraid to get out of bed. It took serious prayer to get me up and moving. This morning wasn’t so bad. I prayed a little, got up, and went online.

My tasks for today are packing up the bookcases in the living room and then packing up the bathroom. It’s going to be a couple hours of work but shouldn’t be impossible. I’m doing the modified Flylady method of doing an hour and then taking a 15 minute break.

Wish me luck. I’m about to eat breakfast and head into the belly of the beast.

Today

Pack
Cry over leaving people I love here
Pack some more
Cry so hard I was screaming
Pack

For those who have chatted online with me today, thanks. I’m going to be a weepy mess for a day or two.

Could We Work Together On This?

OK God… you’re telling me to trust You with all this fun stuff. It’s kind of hard when there’s so much that’s in the air and needing to be done.

Could you puh-lease work with me on the following things:

  • Jon getting a call before he hands in his resignation papers
  • The Volvo getting fixed
  • Being able to find housing wherever we’re going
  • Enabling me to feel safe at church
  • Curing both my anxiety and Jon’s

Ummm… thanks and Amen.