I’m not depressed — just really pensive about some things and this song describes how I’m feeling in a lot of ways.

Well, sometimes my life just donâ????t make sense at all
When the mountains look so big
And my faith just seems so small

So hold me Jesus, â??˜cause Iâ????m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Wonâ????t You be my Prince of Peace

And I wake up in the night and feel the dark
Itâ????s so hot inside my soul
I swear there must be blisters on my heart

So hold me Jesus, â??˜cause Iâ????m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Wonâ????t You be my Prince of Peace

Surrender donâ????t come natural to me
Iâ????d rather fight You for something I donâ????t really want
Than to take what You give that I need
And Iâ????ve beat my head against so many walls
Now Iâ????m falling down, Iâ????m falling on my knees

And this Salvation Army band is playing this hymn
And Your grace rings out so deep
It makes my resistance seem so thin

Iâ????m singing hold me Jesus, â??˜cause Iâ????m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Wonâ????t You be my Prince of Peace

You have been King of my glory
Wonâ????t You be my Prince of Peace
â????”Hold Me Jesusâ??? by Rich Mullins