Today, we went to go clean out the car. I am incredibly sad and I’m fighting some serious anxiety and depression. I’m on a new medication for my panic attacks that is stronger and all I want to do right now is curl up under my comforter and hide.

How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,”
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
I will sing to the LORD ,
for he has been good to me.
–Psalm 13