The council president of Church #2 called looking for Jon. I gave him the phone number for Church #1 (where Jon is doing busy work so that he’s not home moping) and called Jon 15 minutes later to make sure that he was OK.

I wish Montana Synod would get their @$$es in gear on this — they SAID Billings would be opening and they SAID it was Jon’s if Havre didn’t work out. This is making me nauseous and it’s doing similar things to Jon. Unfortunately, the “throw up the contents of your stomach from nerves” diet is not a great way to live or lose weight.

I just wish I knew what was next. I know this is a test of faith and all that jazz but… it’s ripping me apart.