Pray for Me

I had a really bad day at work and almost got hit by a freight train on the way home.

Pray for me, OK?Â? I’m really not doing well.

Faith Walking

I finished lunch early and was feeling restless so I decided to go for a walk around the “town” where my company is located. We had flurries up there yesterday morning so the area was kind of dusted with snow (which covered ice) and I had to be kind of careful but it was wonderful and it cleared my head so I could deal with whatever I had to do in the afternoon.

Faithwise, I’ve been feeling a yearning in me for something and I can’t really figure out what it is.Â? Well… actually I can but I’m not sure why I’m feeling it.Â? Symptoms of said yearning are being remedied with a healthy dose of the Psalms.

Also making some progress in the “Drama Llama Chronicles” department.

Politics and Other Amusements

Kristen and Pisco have both weighed in on where they stand with regard to the election in November so…

My candidate of choice is Barack Obama, mostly because he’s pretty well the only one I can stand. I don’t like any of the Republicans (not that much of a surprise) and I really can’t stand most of the Democrats. My second choice would be Bill Richardson because he’s got the breadth of experience but I doubt he’ll make it to the final nomination.

Ron Paul was a shot for me as a crunchy con of sorts but I just don’t like him enough to want to vote for him.

In other news, I’m working hard and not playing much these days since getting back from Lethbridge. I slept and just laid low all day yesterday and I took a short walk today to mail some stuff. (I’d probably have walked more except that it’s cold and windy and my lungs were not amused.) I’m going to try and do some walking this week on my lunch hour if the weather isn’t bad up where I work as I miss it and I prefer walking in town and city settings.

I did actually make it to Church #1 this morning… 5-10 minutes late because I forgot that worship was going to be at 9:15 instead of 9:30 so that Jon could have an extra 15 minutes to get up to Church #3. Oh well. There was smoked turkey and salsa at coffee afterwards so I made out quite well. The large amount of protein I consumed is probably why I’m sleepy — well other than a warm study and a lovely office gremlin (who is tempting me by sleeping on the chair next to me).

Smug Pollution

Dayna’s thought on my previous rant:

You know that’s a HUGE pet peeve of mine. Especially when being able to “go green” is a luxury of the middle and upper classes. So many of these Smug Greenies never stop to think that gee, the people who (gasp) shop at Wal-Mart because THAT IS ALL THEY CAN AFFORD. And I’d love to know WTF these folks who completely stick their noses up at consumerism are *typing* on anyway.

I wrote about the topic for the Green Blogathon almost two years ago (the links are here and here for those who are interested) and I feel like I should address the subject again.Â?Â? So…

I really get frustrated with people who go on and on about how WONDERFUL it is that they’re recycling, buying organic produce, driving hybrids, getting all their energy from green sources, etc.Â? I mean, it’s great that they’re thinking about the earth and all that but… their lifestyle isn’t necessarily so green and might be using up more resources than they think. Unless their yuppie coffee goes in a reusable to-go mug, they’re wasting paper even if their paper coffee cups are made from recycled paper.Â? Most of them also live in cities and unless they’re using public transportation, they’re not exactly taking away from the greenhouse gas problem which is caused by too many cars on the road.

I should point out that my view of my role in Creation is that of a steward — one whoÂ? manages another’s property, finances, or affairs, in this case what God has created.Â? This means that I think very carefully about the cost both monetarily and ecologically of what I do as well as how it affects the other 6.599999999 billion people on this planet.

I’m all for alternative energy sources — I just happen not to live in a place where they are readily available.Â? Granted, the MATL project is underway and could bring wind power to the area but that’s a few years away.Â? Thus, I’m all for conserving energy, meaning that the lights in the house stay off unless it’s dark outside.Â? Natural light works better for me and the electricity can be put to better uses.

Carpooling would be great… if anyone lived near me that was on my shift.Â? I have a 120 mile drive roundtrip to work 5 days a week and yes, that uses up a ton of gasoline.Â? (For those who’d like to ask me why I don’t work closer to home, I’ll point you to the classifieds for my little town on the prairie where there is NOTHING less than 20-25 miles away.)Â? On the flip side, I combine my drive to work with my grocery shopping and my pharmacy runs so that I don’t *have* to make extra trips into town.Â? Jon does visits in town when he has to go do errands or combines errands with church business.Â? If he has to go to Great Falls, he takes all our recycling with him so that he can drop it off at Pacific Steel or the PepsiCo distributor, redeeming some of his miles.

And that recycling thing?Â? We have to burn our trash here as our town doesn’t have trash pickup (which actually cuts down on landfill space even if there is smoke released into the air) so we pull out our plastics, any aluminum cans, steel cans, glass, and newspaper.Â? Great Falls does have places to take all those things and while it’s time-consuming to do, it’s worth it to not have to put more crap into dump sites.Â? I am in charge of the cans at work and take a big bag home every month or so to be taken to Great Falls during the next trip one of us has to make.Â? Given that we wouldn’t have recycling even if we lived in a place with trash pickup, I think we’re doing pretty darn good.

As far as using our resources wisely, we both clean out our drawers and closets when we get new clothes and donate that which doesn’t fit or doesn’t get worn to Goodwill or the Salvation Army.Â? After all, we’re not going to be able to take all those clothes with us when we die, so what’s the point of having them just stored on earth? We also weed through our possessions on occasion and donate those things which we don’t use — as I said, we can’t take them with us to heaven, so why just store them here on earth?

It’s so great that people are thinking about buying local for produce but I should point out that those of us living in rural areas do that already.Â? I get my eggs from parishioners (10 food miles, if that) as well as quite a bit of produce from people’s garden extras and I could buy beef from parishioners and people in my community if I really wanted to.Â? (Food miles for that are pretty negligible.)Â? As far as chicken, bread, and other fruits and veggies, the Hutterites would come and deliver if I called and asked them.Â? (Food miles: 25+ depending on the colony.)Â? I could even get milk straight from the cow if I wanted to as neighbors of mine have cows that they keep for milk.Â? Ditto on cheese.Â? So exactly why are people bragging about going to farmers’ markets?Â? It’s just part of life here.

In fact, I probably live a greener life than the so-called “greenies” and it’s something I don’t brag about (other than pointing stuff out in this post) because for me, it’s part of living as a faithful steward of God’s Creation.Â? Yes, I shop at Wal-Mart — it’s the cheapest place for catfood, kitty litter, and a couple other staples. Â? Oh yes, there’s also the fact that healthy food *is* more expensive than pre-packaged junk food so if I can get the bag of dried black beans for 50 cents at Wal-Mart, I’m going for it.Â? (Thanks AJ for the link.)

So… I guess my point is: if you can do something positive for the environment, do it.Â? However, do it because you believe in it rather than to get points and be smug about it.Â? After all… your smugness just releases more hot air into the stratosphere and makes you a waste of oxygen.

New Year’s Resolutions

OK… this year, I resolve to:

-not eat any blue paint
-develop healthier habits now that I’m working and have limited spare time to exercise
-do what I can to fight injustice, hunger, and poverty in the world
-work on my relationship with God

Home Again

We had no problems getting back across the border — there was no line and the Customs agent was not a facist jerk.Â? (Maybe they’re teaching them manners now?)Â? We ate lunch in Coutts before crossing and that was a plus — I recommend Zesto’s highly if anyone is up in Coutts for anything.

Since we got home, I’ve ordered about $370 in clothing (thank you to my mom and in-laws for gift cards that covered all but $10 of it) and I’ve been chillaxing upstairs.Â? I don’t spend a whole lot of time online these days because it’s always after I get home from work and I’m too exhausted to move.Â? (There’s also the doocing possibility if I talk about anything work-related so I’m kinda quiet on the subject.)

My New Year’s resolutions will be up as soon as I figure out what they are.Â? I only kept two of them last year so I’m hoping to do better this year.