Resolution 2006-2

At the synod assembly, we were asked to consider a resolution from a church that is east of us (I think?) which would memorialize to the Churchwide Assembly that we want the ambigious language out of the decision they passed on sexuality in 2004.Â? (The English translation of that: we’d be telling Churchwise Assembly to take a definitive stand on whether or not homosexuality is kosher with us and to stop dialoguing with churches that want to bless same-sex unions and ordain practicing GLBT folks.)

My first reaction: OK… we’ve beat this horse to death already — why are we still beating it by discussing sexuality yet again?

We had 30 minutes set aside for discussion and we only used like 10 minutes of it, with 4 people speaking — 2 in favor and 2 in opposition.Â? We then voted and the resolution was defeated by a 2/3 (I think?) majority.

OK… so what exactly is the precedent set by this? I know that some people are saying that the synod is affirming homosexuality and we’re going to start being like the rest of the ELCA.Â? Others are going to say that this is a bad sign and those of orthodox faith should leave the ELCA.Â? My thought (and probably the thought of the rest of the assembly): we’ve discussed this ad nauseum for 5 years.Â? Can we please do something else?Â? (One of the speakers actually voiced this opinion and I have to agree.)

Most of you know where I stand (I probably would have voted “yes” on the measure but while rolling my eyes because we’ve been voting on this issue for so flipping long) and I actually agree with the defeating decision.Â? The language in the Churchwide statement is ambiguous for a reason: NOTHING was going to pass unless it left room for dialogue withÂ? churches that had an opposing viewpoint.Â? (I know those involved in getting the resolution passed — it was a pain to get ANYTHING through.)Â? The ELCA is a BIG church and as such, there is a pretty big continuum on what people believe about the issue.Â? While I think we need to actually take a definitive decision one way or another and stop being so Laodicean about it, we also need to accept that people are going to disagree and we need to keep talking with them, whether or not we agree.

My only hope right now: that there aren’t going to be people in my midst who take this decision and start flipping out about how the ELCA is going to hell in a handbasket and how all those orthodox people need to leave.

Synod Assembly: The Good, the Bad, and the Spiritual

I just got back from 4 days in Great Falls (Thursday to today) doing synod assembly stuff. Here’s the rundown in normal ::Meditatio:: fashion.

The Good
-meeting Tim and Laura
-$tarbucks frappucinos
-finding out that the ELCA is working with the ONE Campaign
-starting the clapping on “Shine Jesus Shine” with
-hand motions on “Lord, I Lift Your Name On High”
-the Phillip Aaberg concert last night (he plays Bach so wonderfully)
-getting some real work done while they were parsing by-laws
-the Crocs I got on Thursday
-meeting very awesome people and pastors from all over Montana

The Bad
-not having Solitaire (or any games on my computer) during the boring parts of Friday and today
-inclusive language in worship (they need to write “I will not mess with the creeds or any other part of worship/Scripture/doctrine” 100 times)
-wicked PMS that caused me to miss the morning workshop because I had to go treadmill my cramps off
-the crowdedness of Friday night worship
-the heat in the plenary sessions
-laundry taking for-frickin’-ever on Friday

The Spiritual
-Compline last night (GOOOOOOD verses)
-Morning Prayer services
-the singing/teaching/learning time on Saturday where we learned the liturgy for Sunday and then sang some stuff out of the worship sampler
-singing some of my favorite hymns that I never get to sing here because they’re either too difficult or “too Catholic”
-singing the “gathering songs” while people were waiting for Morning Prayer to start
-Bishop Omland’s sermon
-decent liturgy (full liturgy) for Communion
-singing “Thine Is The Glory” with 300+ people and the Great Falls Symphony brass on Friday night

I leave you with a picture of the blogger gathering we had this weekend…

Jen, Laura, Tim

Random Pieces of My Life Lately

[+] Jon’s aunt Leslie sent me a package which had a sympathy card and a beautiful necklace with an enameled Celtic knotwork heart as its pendant.Â? It was meant to symbolize my grandfather’s love and be a reminder of it.Â? I am working on the thank-you note as we speak.

[+] I have today off because I worked for my co-receptionist on Tuesday.Â? I had a bit of a crazy afternoon and it was kind of the proving time for myself to see if I could handle it.Â? I did but I was TIRED at the end of my shift.

[+] One of the struts on the Volvo is busted and they’re having to order it in.Â? Thank goodness for parishioners!Â? One family is lending us a car until we can get the Volvo fixed because it isn’t safe to drive — we risk blowing a tire because the tire is rubbing against the strut as it is now.Â? Our mechanic is also letting us pay in installments — a good thing because we don’t have a spare $800 lying around.

[+] Next week is Synod Assembly and I’m going down with Jon.Â? It’s an opportunity to socialize, meet some LJ buddies who are interning in Montana, and to see what a synod assembly is like.Â? Jon has Cont. Ed on Thursday, so we’re heading down a day early and I’m probably going to go curl up in $tarbucks that morning, go return the swim-shorts toÂ? Super Big Box Store, and go to the sporting goods store to get some better swim shorts.

[+] My in-laws sent me my birthday present early: a $150 gift certificate for Lands’ End.Â? Duuuuuuuuude…Â? (My birthday is actually May 19th but they wanted me to have whatever I ordered ON my actual birthday.)Â? I’m just trying to figure out what I need in my wardrobe since that’s what I use the giftcards for.

[+] I have a big fluffy tummy next to me who is sleepy and purry.Â? Silly Finian!

Observing Grief (X)

Well… the memorial plans for my grandfather have been set.

May 20th: Memorial service in Mt. Vernon for the people in the community and in their church

June 10th: Family service and internment of ashes in family cemetery in Oregon.

Jon and I are going to fly out on the 8th and stay with some former neighbors of mine in Salem and then will head south to Albany on the 9th.Â? We fly back to Montana on the 12th.Â? It’s going to be the first real vacation we’ve had in probably a year and a half.

I’ve gotten to the point where I can actually say “my grandfather passed away” without twinges of grief.Â? It might be that I went through the 5 stages awhile ago or something but this hasn’t been hard to grieve.

God or the Girl

If any of you have a chance to catch this on A&E (especially any Catholics or those discerning their call to ministry), I highly recommend it.Â? It takes 4 Catholic young men in their 20’s and traces their path of discernment over a month.Â? In the last episode, they make their decision and then it shows them 6 months later.

It was incredibly powerful for me to watch because I’ve been in their shoes (discerning a call to ordained ministry) though my decision didn’t have to be between God or marriage.Â? (Thank you Martin Luther for lifting the celibacy requirement for clergy!)Â? I’ve seen that since I gave up trying to place myself in seminary, the Lord has showed me a path that I hadn’t thought of taking that incorporates my gifts and is opening a door on finishing up my Master’s degree.Â? I am still discerning but I definitely related to the decision that one of the men made to stop actively discerning and to let the Almighty guide his steps and just live in the present.

For those who wonder about how the Roman Catholic Church is treated in this, be assured that it portrays these men as very “real” people and shows their emotions as they’re going through the process as well as how dedicated they are to their faith.Â? Their faiths are just so beautiful and inspiring and it showed me why I am thankful for the Church’s contribution to my Lutheran heritage.Â? (Martin Luther didn’t start kvetching until 1517.Â? That leaves more than 1450 years of the catholic [i.e. “universal”] Church and the Holy Spirit’s inspiration moving in this world.)

So… if you have an opportunity to see it, please watch it.Â? It is so worth your while.