Lenten Hymn Sunday (IV)

We continue our foray into Lenten hymns (or at least hymns I like that are cool) with “Jesus Lover of My Soul” which has another lovely Welsh hymn tune called Aberystwyth. (The Welsh do cool things with hymnody.) It is in a minor key and flows well as long as the organist/pianist takes it at a good clip. (It becomes positively dirge-like otherwise.)

The words (with a third verse I have never heard sung):

Jesus, lover of my soul, let me to Thy bosom fly,
While the nearer waters roll, while the tempest still is high.
Hide me, O my Savior, hide, till the storm of life is past;
Safe into the haven guide; O receive my soul at last.

Other refuge have I none, hangs my helpless soul on Thee;
Leave, ah! leave me not alone, still support and comfort me.
All my trust on Thee is stayed, all my help from Thee I bring;
Cover my defenseless head with the shadow of Thy wing.

Wilt Thou not regard my call? Wilt Thou not accept my prayer?
Lo! I sink, I faint, I fall??Lo! on Thee I cast my care;
Reach me out Thy gracious hand! While I of Thy strength receive,
Hoping against hope I stand, dying, and behold, I live.

Thou, O Christ, art all I want, more than all in Thee I find;
Raise the fallen, cheer the faint, heal the sick, and lead the blind.
Just and holy is Thy Name, I am all unrighteousness;
False and full of sin I am; Thou art full of truth and grace.

Plenteous grace with Thee is found, grace to cover all my sin;
Let the healing streams abound; make and keep me pure within.
Thou of life the fountain art, freely let me take of Thee;
Spring Thou up within my heart; rise to all eternity.
(HT: Cyberhymnal)

Both Michael Card and Fernando Ortega cover it but I prefer the recording by Michael Card from his album Starkindler because he takes it at a decent clip and pairs it with some Celtic jig music.

For comparison, here is Fernando Ortega’s recording from BEGINNINGS which takes it at a more normal speed and is more contemplative. (The YouTube video refuses to appear.)

St. Patrick’s Lorica

It’s St. Patrick’s Day today and I had insomnia on Friday at 3 a.m. as I was putting together post seeds so you’re getting a two-fer. I actually did my senior seminar paper on Celtic Christianity so I could give you a MASSIVE post. However, I think that just a few lines of analysis will suffice. 🙂

This prayer is known as a lorica, a prayer recited for one’s protection. I’ve also read accounts calling it a caim which is an encircling prayer that surrounds you like a prayer shawl or armor. If you want a biblical basis, go read Ephesians 6:10-20 which is the passage described as “the armor of God”.

There is also a folk legend that has St. Patrick reciting this as he was going to fight a nasty wizard. Some accounts have him turning into a deer so that the wizard’s henchmen couldn’t kill him enroute so it is also known as “The Deer’s Cry”. The Irish word for “deer” is similar to the Irish word for “God” which is another explanation that I’ve seen for that name.

Now let this enfold you:

I arise today
Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity,
Through the belief in the threeness,
Through confession of the oneness
Of the Creator of Creation.

I arise today
Through the strength of Christ’s birth with his baptism,
Through the strength of his crucifixion with his burial,
Through the strength of his resurrection with his ascension,
Through the strength of his descent for the judgment of Doom.

I arise today
Through the strength of the love of Cherubim,
In obedience of angels,
In the service of archangels,
In hope of resurrection to meet with reward,
In prayers of patriarchs,
In predictions of prophets,
In preaching of apostles,
In faith of confessors,
In innocence of holy virgins,
In deeds of righteous men.

I arise today
Through the strength of heaven:
Light of sun,
Radiance of moon,
Splendor of fire,
Speed of lightning,
Swiftness of wind,
Depth of sea,
Stability of earth,
Firmness of rock.

I arise today
Through God’s strength to pilot me:
God’s might to uphold me,
God’s wisdom to guide me,
God’s eye to look before me,
God’s ear to hear me,
God’s word to speak for me,
God’s hand to guard me,
God’s way to lie before me,
God’s shield to protect me,
God’s host to save me
From snares of devils,
From temptations of vices,
From everyone who shall wish me ill,
Afar and anear,
Alone and in multitude.

I summon today all these powers between me and those evils,
Against every cruel merciless power that may oppose my body and soul,
Against incantations of false prophets,
Against black laws of pagandom
Against false laws of heretics,
Against craft of idolatry,
Against spells of witches and smiths and wizards,
Against every knowledge that corrupts man’s body and soul.

Christ to shield me today
Against poison, against burning,
Against drowning, against wounding,
So that there may come to me abundance of reward.

Christ with me, Christ before me, Christ behind me,
Christ in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ on my right, Christ on my left,
Christ when I lie down, Christ when I sit down, Christ when I arise,
Christ in the heart of every man who thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of everyone who speaks of me,
Christ in every eye that sees me,
Christ in every ear that hears me.

I arise today
Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity,
Through belief in the threeness,
Through confession of the oneness,
Of the Creator of Creation.

If I Stand

One musician who continues to have a profound affect on me to this day is the late Rich Mullins. His life was amazing and he had a great musical career but I think the greatest thing he did was move to a Navajo reservation to teach music to the children. He didn’t live in a fancy house — he lived in a hogan. After his death, his family started Kid Brothers of St. Frank to provide art, music, and drama camps for Native American youth as well as create a traveling music school to go to the farthest reaches of the reservations.

His songs “Awesome God” and “Sometimes by Step” (“O God You Are My God”) are a worship standard in pretty much every Protestant church/camp/ministry as well as a number of Catholic ones. His faith bridged the divide and he had a devotion to St. Francis of Assisi although he never converted to Catholicism. (He did go through RCIA.)

There are several of his songs that I post every so often because they reflect my feelings. The one that really reflects my faith on a daily basis is “If I Stand”. The chorus (the bolded portion which is repeated twice at the end) is as capable of reducing me to tears today as it was when I heard it 13 years ago:

There’s more that rises in the morning
Than the sun
And more that shines in the night
Than just the moon
It’s more than just this fire here
That keeps me warm
In a shelter that is larger
Than this room

And there’s a loyalty that’s deeper
Than mere sentiments
And a music higher than the songs
That I can sing
The stuff of Earth competes
For the allegiance
I owe only to the giver
Of all good things

So if I stand let me stand on the promise
That you will pull me through
And if I can’t, let me fall on the grace
That first brought me to You
And if I sing let me sing for the joy
That has born in me these songs
And if I weep let it be as a man
Who is longing for his home

There’s more that dances on the prairies
Than the wind
More that pulses in the ocean
Than the tide
There’s a love that is fiercer
Than the love between friends
More gentle than a mother’s
When her baby’s at her side

And there’s a loyalty that’s deeper
Than mere sentiments
And a music higher than the songs
That I can sing
The stuff of Earth competes
For the allegence
I owe only to the Giver
Of all good things

So if I stand let me stand on the promise
That you will pull me through
And if I can’t, let me fall on the grace
That first brought me to You
And if I sing let me sing for the joy
That has born in me these songs
And if I weep let it be as a man
Who is longing for his home

So if I stand let me stand on the promise
That you will pull me through
And if I can’t, let me fall on the grace
That first brought me to You
And if I sing let me sing for the joy
That has born in me these songs
And if I weep let it be as a man
Who is longing for his home

And if I weep let it be as a man
Who is longing for his home

Here’s the recording that I have:

I also found a video of him performing it live at Wheaton College:

Hymns That Speak To Me Right Now (I)

I’ve said before (I think) that one of the ways the Lord speaks to me is through music. Much of the music I listen to is stuff like Fernando Ortega and Michael Card who do settings of hymns and I love those two in particular because they don’t skimp on the verses.

I downloaded “Hymns” by Michael Card and I like all the songs on it. He does an excellent job of pairing the music with interesting instrumentals (example: an Irish jig tune with “How Firm A Foundation”) and one hymn on there has been really speaking to me. It’s a shape-note hymn that dates to the early 19th century and he does four of the five verses (he skips the second one in the lyrics posted below).

Why do I love it? It’s speaking to me about the necessity of us helping each other out. I mean, “tell them all about the Savior, tell them that He will be found” is sage advice. The first two lines of the last verse should be committed to memory or at least painted onto every church’s entrance: “Let us love our God supremely, let us love each other, too; let us love and pray for sinners, till our God makes all things new.” I mean, how cool is it that God promises to make all things new!

Anyway, here are the words:

Brethren, we have met to worship and adore the Lord our God;
Will you pray with all your power, while we try to preach the Word?
All is vain unless the Spirit of the Holy One comes down;
Brethren, pray, and holy manna will be showered all around.

Brethren, see poor sinners round you slumbering on the brink of woe;
Death is coming, hell is moving, can you bear to let them go?
See our fathers and our mothers, and our children sinking down;
Brethren, pray and holy manna will be showered all around.

Sisters, will you join and help us? Moses?? sister aided him;
Will you help the trembling mourners who are struggling hard with sin?
Tell them all about the Savior, tell them that He will be found;
Sisters, pray, and holy manna will be showered all around.

Is there here a trembling jailer, seeking grace, and filled with tears?
Is there here a weeping Mary, pouring forth a flood of tears?
Brethren, join your cries to help them; sisters, let your prayers abound;
Pray, Oh pray that holy manna may be scattered all around.

Let us love our God supremely, let us love each other, too;
Let us love and pray for sinners, till our God makes all things new.
Then He??ll call us home to Heaven, at His table we??ll sit down;
Christ will gird Himself and serve us with sweet manna all around.
(HT: Cyberhymnal)

Here’s an instrumental version by Fernando Ortega:

The hymn done shape-note style:

The closest thing I could get to congregational singing (and only 2 verses):

Relating to Others

I admit that with my Internet issues yesterday and Tuesday as well as Daniel’s Urgent Care visit yesterday, I haven’t had my mind on spiritual things. In fact, I was spitting nails Tuesday and breathing fire over the phone when they told me it would be 7-10 days before we’d have Internet at the parsonage. (They got it restored this evening.) The lack of Internet so incredibly inconvenienced me as I pretty much operate online and Jon didn’t have much spare time yesterday for me to go to the library or to $tarbux. We did, however, find a way for me to patch into Metanoia’s internet so I could check email this morning and get the incredibly necessary stuff offline.

Now able to be online and blog live, I have to admit that I discovered how completely dependent I am on the Internet for many things in my life including connecting with people. It is so much easier to function over Facebook and Twitter — I’m an introvert so I’d rather not deal with people in real life. However, I need to learn to relate to people one-on-one better and that means actually seeking out meaningful relationships with people in the congregation. The only problem: I’m the youngest married woman and the other ones live very different lives from me. (I do have a few people who understand me and with whom I can chat.) This is, however, the impetus for change.

Pray for me as I figure this out.

Lenten Worship Music (IV)

This is being posted late due to Internet woes. Let’s just say that AT&T is evil and leave it at that, shall we? There was also the trip to Urgent Care with Daniel but he’s doing OK (a cold is messing with his asthma) and he didn’t end up getting admitted to the hospital this afternoon.

Today’s Lenten worship music is “Give Me Jesus” by Fernando Ortega. It’s not the first piece of his that I ever heard but it was the first that I think I ever downloaded. I love this song because of its simplicity. This arrangement is just guitar, piano, and voice which is perfect.

Stewardship and Properly Sourced Foods

Then God said, ??Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; and let them rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over the cattle and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.?? God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them. God blessed them; and God said to them, ??Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it; and rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over every living thing that moves on the earth.?? Then God said, ??Behold, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the surface of all the earth, and every tree which has fruit yielding seed; it shall be food for you; and to every beast of the earth and to every bird of the sky and to every thing that moves on the earth which has life, I have given every green plant for food??; and it was so. God saw all that He had made, and behold, it was very good. And there was evening and there was morning, the sixth day.
–Genesis 1:26-31 (NASB)

It’s a joke within my family (my parents, evil twin brother, and I) that food needs to be properly sourced. Part of it comes from me working at an import brokerage and seeing all the Chinese dumping that goes on in our economy, part of it has to do with all the health recalls of foods and such that have tainted ingredients from China, and part of it is the whole idea of yuppies who shop at Whole Foods to get “organic” fruits and vegetables and cruelty-free products. (I have “organic” in quotation marks because the simple definition of the word is “carbon-based”. In theory, you could grow a plant in a vat of pesticide and it would still be carbon-based and therefore “organic”.) All three things have merit — China does dump a lot of cheaply-made goods into our economy at various points along the supply chain and a lot of their goods (*cough* iPads *cough* iPhones) are made in ways that are unhealthy for the workers and the food unsafe for us to consume. Due to this, a lot of people look for organic foods from places like Whole Foods and Trader Joe’s because they maintain a standard of quality that places like Wal-Mart don’t. It is a definite problem in our society that people pay through the nose for quality in food that should be there in the first place because GMO and processed foods are cheaper.

Looking up at our portion of Genesis, God gives us dominion over the plants and animals. Some people look at this as license to pillage the environment as much as they please because hey… God told us to rule over the earth, right? (Nice try but no.) A better reading of this is that God calls us to be stewards of the earth and make responsible decisions regarding Creation. This ideally means that we kill animals in an ethical fashion and grow our food in the same way. (*glares at Monsanto*) Unfortunately, we’re sinful beings and as such, we have an annoying tendency to cut corners to make a quick buck. It costs more to make things ethically in the U.S. so we send our industries overseas where there is cheap labor and suddenly when people (or pets) start getting sick, we act completely surprised that our bad decision-making had consequences.

So how exactly can we be good stewards of our environment and our food supply (among other things)? Well…

[+] Support your local farmers. I know that in California, even WIC gives checks for fruits and vegetables from farmer’s markets during the summer. Get to know your producers and how they grow their food. If you have ranchers in the area, buy your beef through them. If you know people who raise chickens, buy your eggs and meat from them as well. I know that in Montana, I could have been almost a complete locavore if I had really put my mind to it because I had parishioners who were ranchers, parishioners who sold eggs to supplement their income, the Hutterites sold meat and vegetables, etc. This was in a rural area 25 miles between the two towns with grocery stores. In California, I could do this with vegetables during the summer and possibly even into the winter.

[+] Know the supply chain for your grocery store of choice. This takes some research but it’s worth it. Find out where they buy their meat and their dairy. In Montana, I found out from a parishioner who was part of Farmer’s Union that certain brands of milk at Albertsons were from Montana dairies.

[+] If you take vitamins, look into where they are produced. My mom discovered that the generic supplement she took from Costco was made in China. Yeah… not a good thing, especially with China’s track record. You want to read labels.

[+] Pay attention to where your seafood and meat are from. As much as people whined about country-of-origin-labeling (COOL) in Montana, it’s essential from my perspective, especially as we dealt with cows imported from Alberta where there had been Mad Cow disease. This is also imperative with seafood because there have been problems with restaurants and grocery stores claiming that their fish/seafood was a fish that it wasn’t or that it came from a place where it didn’t. There should be something on each sign in the seafood display saying “Product of [insert country]”. Don’t buy fish unless it states it clearly.

[+] Be aware of where your honey comes from. They actually did tests and a majority of honey bought from the grocery store and labeled as a U.S. product did in fact contain honey from China. Some of that Chinese honey wasn’t honey which truthfully unnerves me greatly. (I can’t remember who was bad and who was good other than Wal-Mart being bad and Trader Joe’s being good. It was on CNN.Com.)

As strange as this sounds, the whole issue of our food supply and sourcing really is a spiritual issue. We are called to take care of each other throughout the Bible (i.e. more verses than I care to quote) and making sure that we are all fed and that our food is safe is a part of that. A clean food supply chain also increases jobs as it allows U.S. farmers to stay on their land longer and to make an honest living.